A Gold White House. I Will Not Stop Begging. Or Crying.
Ronan. I had no idea getting 25k signatures on our petition was going to be so hard. I mean, it shouldn’t be, right? It seriously is something that takes 60 seconds. I have been working non-stop on...
View ArticleThere Are 2 Things in Life I Will Never Say No To. Anything That Has To Do...
Ronan. I know I’ve been quiet. I know you all worry when I am quiet, but I promise I am o.k. O.k…. I’ll admit it. I did see my life flash before my very eyes a couple of days ago when I found...
View Article“Why? Because I’m scared.”
Ronan. It’s official. For as much as I don’t want to slow down, I have to slow down. My body is screaming at me with everything it has to just stop. I have never been more bloody exhausted in my...
View ArticleRain, rain, don’t go away…and please don’t let Poppy be born dead.
Ronan. It’s the middle of the night and I can hear the rain. It’s pouring down outside. I just went to check on your brothers and in doing so, I have to walk by your empty room. I peaked inside....
View ArticleBaseball, Brisket and Marriage Equality for all!
Ronan. I think time is standing still. At least that’s how it feels to me. Maybe it’s because I’m having to take things easy now that your Poppy sister is almost here. Maybe it’s grief. Or a...
View ArticleWithout a doubt, the MISS Foundation saved my life
I just wish I wouldn’t have had to find them by sitting in my bed in the middle of the day, sobbing, and thinking to myself, “If I don’t find someone to help me, I will not survive this. I then turned...
View Article“Hey guys, do you want me to move back in with you?”
Ronan. Yesterday was a shit storm of a day, emotionally wise for me. I think I spent the day crying for almost 24 hours straight. It’s not enough that I have a dead kid, but sometimes I feel like I am...
View ArticleWhat birthday?? Let’s run a marathon instead, fucker.
Ronan. Today didn’t start out extra hard, but that is how it has ended up. So much has been going on. Too much, I suppose. I made it through my birthday as best I could. It it any...
View ArticleThankful for the opportunity to continue talking about Ronan, Taylor,...
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View ArticleI hope you all know just because I haven’t been posting doesn’t mean I...
At what age do you think we realize our mortality? That is the question I posed while lying in the MRI machine, trying my hardest not to freak the fuck out over how claustrophobic I felt. God damn it,...
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